reeeaaach

hey know what? screw what my parents say on how other people might steal my works... I'm not that popular here anyway since there's a lot of people who are a lot better than I am here XDD but I still love to draw and that's what really matters riiiight? XD

Before starting with anything I'll just say how silly I feel today for I have eaten ice cream a while ago this afternoon but then totally forgetting that I am lactose-intolerant and now my stomach is making weird noises and I feel...meh. >_<

Anyway... recently I've been noticing that my parents these days have been giving me credit for my drawings lately. Before when I'd show them my works and they're all just *meh* about it but now they're all impressed my them. I know somehow I should feel better when I get "Don't post your drawings anywhere in the net or else someone will steal your ideas" of any sort whenever my father gets a chance to say it.(Oh c'mon, they probably haven't seen the godlike artists in Deviant Art... >_>)

Or maybe I just feel like a klutz right now that after all the time I was spending on the arts side during my gradeschool-highschool years I haven't been given any credit at all and now I'm in a completely different path in life far from this kind of "art" that I simply do on the side and now they think that my drawings are actually worth something? arghftwheckamIsupposedtafreakinfeelafterevereethiing...ohwell XD

well I joined in this contest news.deviantart.com/article/76… in DA but I guess I have little chance of winning, but I feel happy that somehow at least I tried...

here's what I entered reeeaaach.deviantart.com/art/T… and I had fun doing it XD

not really looking forward to anything but I just feel happy that I was able to submit something for DA again after such a long long time.

why am I talking in incomplete phrases? I'm really sleepy now eheh XD

uh.. hello to everyone, haven't been really able to ask how on earth everyone has been... I've been busy... (and down... for many reasons) to like be all cheery to be merry around you guys but yeah. A lot has happened in this account huh *gust of wind* okay so maybe not much has been added but many thanks to those few people() who bothered to watch'eths me. Thanks for the support anyway

And to I love seeing your works and improvements. This sorry excuse for an artist is prolly not worth your time watching. XD


Since I haven't posted anything in my dev account I think I should post one now...

By the way, she is my friend's younger sis and she's probably one of the greatest artists I've ever personally known in my life. Props to you Mariel! posted her's not too long ago and I simply could not resist trying www.goldinuniverse.com/ as well, and this is what I got...


"Name: Rich
Date: 12/6/2008
Colorgenics Number: 12307645

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

Being impulsive and irritable, your desires and needs are paramount. You do things with insufficient thought - with little regard to the consequences that may follow. As a consequence of this attitude, you may be experiencing stress and conflict.

There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front."


Reading this that time sorta made as I remembered those... events when I was 13 (14?) and then shit after shit just kept on happening after that and graah... I am still at a constant struggle with everything... specially myself >.>

oooookay that's that nevermind anymore I'll just doodle... over... here.

Yeah yeah... after leaving it to rot for a year I think I might actually post stuff that I would not be embarrassed(too much... eheh) to show here.